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I am not emotional, that was been coming since first about 7 mods decided to jump on me, then the big fight between a few here, and then everyone left, and those who invited me here, left. I have repeatedly been ignored, and I just don't feel like I can get across to you how that makes me feel. Best I leave, this is not a knee jerk response. What I would like is to contact a few of you. Some of you I have your addresses, I feel in my heart for a few of you, and don't want to lose touch. Healthier for me, that is why I am leaving Will you please send me your email or a way to contact you, I know who has my back, I know who truly cares. Please let me know how to stay in contact. I love you guys like family, well not MY Family ha ha ha This is best for me.

If nothing else I am taking a break, I do not know what my decision will be. But I am tired of all of this, now the taking of my techs, words in PMS to explain, and watch them appear here several times, me trying not to be an ass, let it slide, a few times. I don't think this is healthy for me and hurts me I help someone to do that to me. This one hurt, not just made me mad. So I am not sure, but I think I at the least need to take a long time away from here. I did help keep this place alive for a few years here. But I feel many don't respect me much. I am better then that, and kind, and very intelligent. But I am human, and it hurt me. I don't want to play these games some play. Some of you I have huge respect for, and true care of love for my fellow man. I need to take care of me, and this is very disturbing that even when I speak out, nothing changes. So best for me to take care of me. I have a very special place in my heart for a few of you. I will try to contact you before I leave, or you can contact me. I need time for me, and not sure I will be back. I am tired folks, really tired of helping, and then some BS happens. Time to leave at the very least for awhile. Take care to those I have helped and showed your great respect and kindness to me. I will miss some of you so sorely, I Loved reading your personal stories, to know I wasn't the only idiot who killed plants lol. I love to share, but I don't like the feeling of being abused. I hope all are well in their lives, even those who I Have exchanged word with. I want no revenge or non forgiving in my heart. Time to leave. Love many here, I hope God Blesses you all. You all called me your cannabis angel, I was. Love, Peace, Health to all, PLease eat cannabis everyday, NOW you know damn well I had to throw that one in. God Bless

I would like to delete all recipes etc here I Have shared. I also do not appreciate what I have taught others claiming it as their own, several have done this here. SHAME ON YOU. I want it gone, and I might leave here as well. The admin never answers my email. Could a mod or someone step in and tell me how. This isn't right and I am sick of it. Give ME FUCKING Credit for what I taught, That is asswipe move and happen more then once, like the Octopots and ferts I use. I am sick of this. I want to delete it all. I was trying to help others, not have my work taken and someone else claiming it as their own. Half the time I am not shown one ounce of respect for what I have brought here. I only ask to be given credit for what I have done, and respect shown. Hell someone can come rip my head off for nothing and not one MOD steps in to stop it. I want my recipes and techs gone. How do I do that, don't tell me OG owns it either, I do this because I care about others, I don't do it so others can take my hard work, some took me years, and even Repeat My Exact words, as if he did the hard work behind it. I'm done.

I would like to delete all recipes etc here I Have shared. I also do not appreciate what I have taught others claiming it as their own, several have done this here. SHAME ON YOU. I want it gone, and I might leave here as well. The admin never answers my email. Could a mod or someone step in and tell me how. This isn't right and I am sick of it. Give ME FUCKING Credit for what I taught, That is asswipe move and happen more then once, like the Octopots and ferts I use. I am sick of this. I want to delete it all. I was trying to help others, not have my work taken and someone else claiming it as their own. Half the time I am not shown one ounce of respect for what I have brought here. I only ask to be given credit for what I have done, and respect shown. Hell someone can come rip my head off for nothing and not one MOD steps in to stop it. I want my recipes and techs gone. How do I do that, don't tell me OG owns it either, I do this because I care about others, I don't do it so others can take my hard work, some took me years, and

OK there I am chopped liver again, I give up SMH

Awesome, I had forgotten you had it as well. I think genetics plays a lot in cancer, pretty much wiped out my mom's side. Big Hugs to you! I am glad you are on the other side of that. Oil, Oil, Oil, and in CBD to keep it localized.

OMG I am so sorry, my heart goes out to you, the same thing happened to my sister, she got so thin we thought that would take her first. I think she got down to under 70 pounds. Oh wish she would use the oil and not the chemo route. God Bless you and your sister Shiskaberry, your cousin as well, I have been wondering, but did not want to pry, how she has been doing. Unless it is hormone driven, THC should always be in the treatment, depending on severity and area, CBD can be used as one to one. Other types or stage 4 needs higher THC to CBD, if fighting hormonal type, needs high CBD to THC.

It IS Medicine

Awesome pics, very easy to tell from yours, it is common to get a mix of clear with cloudy with some breeds and it is starting to turn amber. It depends on what you are looking for. The more amber the more couchlock feel due to CBN. Cloudy with some amber is where I take mine, perhaps one more week I would put on it for myself. If you want a more uppy high go to cloudy and pull now that it only has started to go amber. It is OK if some clear, but you mainly want to see cloudy, I think you are showing a lot of cloudy and small amount of clear, your amber is showing, you can pull it now, or give it another week to give a better sleep medicine. I have pulled a plant with only clear, because I did not want the THC as strong and to try to preserve CBG, which is pre cursor to CBD and THC. The g13/bw has a small percentage of CBG, by pulling early I should have a higher CBG plant, CBG in its own right is a true medical cannabinoid, but the plants that do have it are very low. I have brain damage, I had a patient with closed head injury. I would like to see if CBG, which is been reported to CREATE new brains cells, CBD repairs them, I would like to see if it will replace my and her damaged brain cells. We are both very intelligent, and it is very frustrating what we go through. Just a little tidbit about our cannabinoids, and what you are seeking is how and when you pull your plants. I also have a chart if you would like it.

I had 100% success rates on the clones since I switched to a rooting hormone and soil. I believe my cloner, like the ballast might need replaced. I used to have 100% rate with the hydroponic system, I then could not get one to root. I changed a lot out, new sprayers etc. It was not a way to go when you have to grow for others. With advice of a few, then @Sacred Plant Warriorgently pushing me to change back to soil, and using rooting hormone. I am now back. Appreciate the advice given to me, I Know I left a couple folks out here, know I do appreciate your help. This is only my experience, perhaps others can tell what has worked and not for them. Then we can have grow journal guides of what works when other things fail.

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Awesome! Another female grower on board, think this is gonna change the dynamics lol Love IT We NEED Love buttons lol

Hi Maria Nice looking plants there. May I ask, are you a woman? If So Sweet Lord, now there will be two of us

I like the other minor cannabinoids in there, which is kind of funny they are referred to as minor, CBC, CBG are kick ass medical. One of Mad's friends had it tested, The Perkins cut of Cannatonic, oh wait Moto? Had it tested out, his was 20%. Iron labs sucks lol they cheat I really wanted a cut of that one, all my patients I have on CBD, takes a lot of Cannatonic to get any numbers in there for mg strength. I use it almost all for medibles, oil, honey, taste straight up dog poo.